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Thank you mark ,I think I deleted that message on accident whoops !

Sighs infinitely bc manana is my birthday and lilb concert and great Gatsby and I’m going to be at home reading the catcher in the rye

civilizedanarchy:

Joyce Manor - “Orange Julius”

“See, now you’re my kind of man, now you’re a stand up kind of guy.
I am dying of embarrassment, I’m dying of this hatred,
I can’t rest until you know this bitterness that I have tasted.
Such humiliation for the first and only time, 
I’m obsessed with your self-righteousness cut in half by your smile.”

I cried about my hair for an hour and now im going eat a pint of ice cream and watch arrested development and look for caves to live in and then probably go to the er because im feeling some really strange pains as i write thissssss

I’m happy today because I’m now a student at the local community college and I wasn’t denied , community colleges accept everyone but if you are still in high school they may deny you. It’s a tedious process and I’m no where near done but I’m enrolled. I’ll be taking classes in the summer and I’m anxious but energetic. I am also trying my best to make a film for the festival at school and I don’t know everything I’m doing but I’m filming it with Frankie Saturday and I’m happy about that too. I need tofind new words to replace happy and exited because I use them too much.

I threw a Lot of art away and had no inspiration today. I am also excessively eating so I try to replace everything with fruit. I’m losing hair. Its all okay. I think it will be fine . On a positive my kittens eyes opened :)

I was flat ironing my hair and I started crying because I realized how short my hair has gotten overtime. Looking at pictures from the same time last year , my hair was past my chest and now barely touches my collarbones. I dont really like my hair natural but its always going to be there and I have to deal with it. I have to learn to love it and work with it. 

I’m having a really nice day! Paula’s Dad said I’m a good influence !Ithink I spelt that wrong , the spell check on my computer disappeared!